Dear Tess My name is Rose ,I lost my 16 year old son Leo 18 months tomorrow to a foolish game /that not way I am sending you this message. I wanted to wish you a beautiful ,peaceful Birthday with treasured gifts that Matthew has will fill your heart with I found this poem today ,it's as if Matthew wanted a special gift for his mommy /you never know I could be his messager.
Child of Heaven
Child of heaven come to earth You just could not stay This world could not hold you And so soon you went away.
Like a rare and precious rose Your lovely soul can't die Budded here upon the earth Now it will bloom on high.
You are a child of heaven And will forever lie In the arms of Jesus For all eternity.
I don't know you or your son except through this site. I just wanted to thank you for visiting my daughter's site and leaving such special words.
I had tears as I read your story you wrote about the birth and death of your precious baby boy. It felt by the way you wrote that he just passed away. It is hard to believe that seven years have passed, and your pain fills just as fresh today as it was back than. My heart goes out to you.
The one thing you have to remember is God granted Matthew to you as his Mummy. For sure there has to be a reason. Reason we will never know probably on earth. But Jesus gave us the hope that one day we will be reunited with our love ones. So perhaps that is why you were blessed with Matthew.
The pain of losing a child, no matter what age, or how long we had them is the hardest thing any parent has to endure. The hurt never leaves.
You say you blame yourself, don't ever do that. You gave birth to a beautiful handsome boy and I really do mean handsome! Such a cutie. You are sadden that you didn't cuddle him more the last hour he was with you. Just think about how many time in the nine months that you carried him, that you rubbed your belly and gentle spoke to him. He felt all that. He felt your love. Nine months inside a mother's womb has to affect a child. That is why I believe there is no stronger love than a Mother and her child.
Well Tess, again I thank you, and may God bless you, Matthew, and your two little daughters, and all those that love Matthew.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL BOY / Jeda- Mummy 2. Angel Kayla
HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN BABY BOY! I HOPE KAYLA AND ALL UR ANGEL FRIENDS GAVE U A BEAUTIFUL PARTY JUST LIKE UR MUMMY WOULD OF!!! I HOPE U LIKED THE BALLOONS MUMMY SENT UP 4 U. SHE LOVES AND MISS'S U SO MUCH.... GIVE MY KAYLA A BIG KISS 4 ME.. LOVE U HEAPS LITTLE PRINCE!!!!
HAPPY 7th ANGEL BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY! / MUMMY
I LOVE AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MATTHEW HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HIP HIP HORAY! HIP HIP HORAY! HIP HIP HORAY! HIP HIP HORAY! HIP HIP HORAY! HIP HIP HORAY! HIP HIP HORAY! MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH MATTHEW, MY HEART AND ARMS ARE ACHING TO HOLD YOU AGAIN! i AM SO SORRY THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH ME AND YOUR SISTERS TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY! YOU ARE IN MY HEART AND SOUL AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE, NO ONE COULD EVER TAKE AWAY MY LOVE FOR YOU OR REPLACE MY LOVE FOR YOU! I JUST WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO COME HERE TO A MEMORIAL SITE TO SEE, SPEND TIME AND TALK WITH YOU, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO WONDERFUL IF YOU HAD NOT PASSED AWAY BEFORE YOU WERE BORN. AND I AM CONSTANTLY MAKING THAT WISH EVERYDAY EVEN THOUGH I NOW FULL WELL THAT IT CAN NEVER COME TRUE, BUT I ALWAYS HOLD ON TO THE HOPE THAT ONE DAY IT MIGHT JUST COME TRUE. ALL MY LOVE NOW, FOREVER AND ALWAYS! I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH MATTHEW!!!!!!!!!
ANGEL KAYLAS NANNY / Maria Attenborough (friend)Read >>
ANGEL KAYLAS NANNY / Maria Attenborough (friend)
Dear Tess im so so sorry for the loss of your beautiful lilltle man i dont know why god has taken this little darlings away from us but he better have a good reason cause when i get there ill let him know what i think tess you have done a wonderful job on Mathew memorial site he will be so proud to know how much he is loved and missed. may god bless you and your wonderful family, may Mathew watch over you all lots of love Maria oxo Close
I know your pain / Stephanie Gray (none)
He is such a precious little angel, I'm so sorry for your loss!!!! I too know your pain all to well, it's so unfair that any of us have to be here. Although our children were Stillborn, They were "Born Still" Please know I'm here for you Close
Hello sweet angel baby, made something 4U, XO :) / Christine Mom2Angel Hendryx Read >>
Hello sweet angel baby, made something 4U, XO :) / Christine Mom2Angel Hendryx
Thinking of you lil man, sending my love & hugs to you and your family who misses you so! Keep them surrounded in you peace & let them know you are always near, placing sweet kisses upon their cheeks! XOXOClose
For Matthew / Sue-Matthew Sturzaker's Mum (friend)Read >>
For Matthew / Sue-Matthew Sturzaker's Mum (friend)
Hello little Angel Matthew, I can see that you like Winnie the Pooh, so I thought I would send you this one. Lots of love & Hugs from Sue XOXOX
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